Assalamualaikum geng.
Entry kali ni adalah sambungan entry UPDATE yang previous. So nak dijadikan cerita aku failed psychiatric posting. I was so puas yang i failed that posting, because i totally hate it.
Long story short, walau aku failed satu posting yakni sepanjang aku jadi medical student, itu adalah first time aku failed, aku still succeed being promoted to year 5.
It's official i am a final year medical student. 4 tahun dah aku cope, know know dah final year.
Well, if im not mistaken, few weeks after UPDATE entry, pandemic is here bebeh. Aku sepatut nya exam psy 18 March, and guess what, tarikh MCO starts was 18 March. And then students semua dihantar fly back. ODL pun start.
Even kena hantar balik, i was contemplating, sebab kena duduk rumah abang. It was the longest duration i have stayed at his house with his family. Everything was so awkward but okey kut at the end.
Paling tak tahan I was on Orthopaedic posting during that time eventhough havent sit for psy exam (psy exam tangguh kan..) and its the best posting ever. Because every weekend i was able to meet my lovely beloved person, dan segala stress aku bebel dan lepaskan dekat dia.
I believe my days in KL those days was wonderful and bearable sebab ada someone who close to me and someone that i can open to. And Im glad my abang try to break the ice between me, and Im super glad that my sis in law is loud. Aku dengan abang ni perangai nya sama, seakan ada selective mutism kalau didudukan sekali. So the way we communicate to each other is through sis in-law. Aku pun confuse aku adik siapa ehek.
But it's okay, the past had us so bad. Eventhough he is cringy when he try to act brother-ly to me, because he didnt realised yet yang adik dia ni rock sikit, I really appreciate his efforts. Im sorry that we both have sad past. Walaupun dah lepas, the child inside still hoping for affection that we hope for. Haih, aku taknak entry ni entry emo.
Then basically it was my first time raya with family abang, paling best part dapat duit raya. Perghh, bahagia gila walau tak banyak, tapi tua2 bangka dapat duit raya, siapa tak seronok.
It was fun fun experience back there, thank you to mokk that always accompany me wherever i go, and treat me nice meals every weekend, every post ODL exam.
Okehh, sekarang aku in second posting,Im doing O&G now, it was hard actually to learn hospital based during this pandemic. We cant really go to hospital, I miss the feeling of malas untuk pergi hospital. And now we cant even able to go and learn by bedside. Sekarang tengah cuti seminggu Raya Cina, it is a quite holiday. And Im being clingy and doing my best to procrastinate. Takpe, esok aku studi HAHAHHAHA
wasalam
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